Konichiwa Bitches

For the first time... I've smiled a lot. In the past two days I've woken up with a smile on my face. Not faltering and staying there. It's weird but I really think I'm going to be ok. I have my friends around me, and I'm moving. I can be positive.

SSH said today that this kind of happiness is what she has been waiting for... euphoria not wrapped around a guy and me not having myself wrapped around the guy (physically and emotionally).

I really did figure out what people meant by "You don't need a guy."

I've applied for a Senior position in my company and I'm really excited to see if I get it. It's about the 4th time I've applied to get ahead in the company. I would be disappointed if I don't get it, but I have a back up plan in place.

Tomorrow there is overtime opportunity, so I'm going to be working 6 days instead of 5 but at least the money will come in the day of me moving, which will release some stress.

The new guy that I'm talking to JFD (Just friends D..) is understanding about the fact that I want just friends. Which is a relief I'm in the mood to hang out with new people and do new things, without having to worry about them wanting more.

I love my friends don't get me wrong, each and everyone of them. Either it be White Oreo, Foxy, Piticu, Father Time, Wifey, SSH, Boobs, and even Legs, though we're not on good terms. I appreciate all of them right now more then ever, because as I'm reflecting on myself, I've realized they are a big part of myself.

14 more days till moving day :)


Song of the Day : Konichiwa Bitches - Robyn (To listen and view the video click on the title of the blog)

Love the beat of it and the message it sends out, it's quirky and fun. Also the fact that it's not main stream makes me appreciate her not selling out to become main stream.

Till later,

XOXO
Oana

P.S. Might be going to TO. Pride this summer, still working on the plans.